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Name: Yuli
Gender: Female
Birthday: 13 July
Nationality: Indonesian
Race: Chinese
Saturday, November 28, 2009

Hello! Long time no blog!


Well, I haven't been doing fine recently. Everything just doesn't go well.


Firstly, it's my boyfriend, FYP again! I'm not gonna elaborate about it. Grrr!


Next, I AM HAVING THE RASHES THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY NOT TO SCRATCH THEY JUST REFUSE TO GO AWAY! Worse, I lost the medicine that doctor prescribed to me. I DON'T HAVE TIME TO SEE DOCTOR AGAIN!


Here are the photos.






They are disgusting, aren't they!? I have to endure all those itchiness, redness, pain, photophobia, tearing bla bla bla WHATEVER ALL THOSE SHITS ARE! PECKCHEK! %#@$&*!



Lastly, I'm SO BROKE! I have really a lot a lot a lot of birthday celebrations and presents to spend on. I have just calculated that I spend around ~$1000 for friends' birthdays each year! No wonder I always complain "NO O-K-A-N-E!"



Despite all these stupid unfortunate events, I will still STRIVE HARD FOR MY HAPPINESS!! WATCH ME, YOU BAD LUCK! I'M GONNA FIGHT WITH YOU!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

I miss the feeling of high endorphine level running in my body. Come to think about it, the last time I had this feeling is so long ago, yes, very long ago.

Dreams are gone, accomplishment no more. It has reached the point until I can't think of anything else but dragging and dragging and dragging, everyday, till I find that little bit of simplicity.


"It's either losing your life or losing your love"


There is someone out there, few years ago, screwed my campus life. I mean, TOTALLY SCREWED! But today, I added her in facebook. I have forgiven her. I think I should have done this long ago~




Stop looking back and look forward!

Monday, November 2, 2009

I've written the letter to the principal to confirm the withdrawal of the course. I will have to think of what are the next things I need to do for Yusdi.


Of course, everything has to move on. I have to keep my mindset positive. Yes! I mean, this is the life man! I have to withstand whatever obstacles that come to me. Even alone. I can do it man!



JIAYOU TO ME MAN! :D



Alright! After all the hay wires, I've gotta fix my chaotic life. Such as:
  1. Yusdi (top priority)
  2. SCHOOL! (Especially clinic duties, projects and my DAMN BOYFRIEND = FYP! Which costs me #@$%^*%# of time and ruined my holiday! -_-")
  3. GUITAR GUITAR AND GUITAR! (self practise at home)
  4. My 4th language
  5. OCBC
  6. Kajiao Starhub for changing my student plan to normal PV100! THIS IS TOO MUCH!
  7. SAVE UP SAVE UP AND SAVE UP! If I see the sign 'SALE' I will close 2 eyes. I mean TWO EYES! NOT JUST ONE EYE OK! zzzz
  8. Adjust my eating habit back to normal so that to stop my eating disorder
  9. Exercise at least 3 times a week, with Yusdi of course
  10. Have sufficient rest. I've got dark circles around my eyes now :(

Yeah. Due to rest insufficiency, I look haggard, like wad Banana always says: Butsu, you look so chui nowadays!


So, I am gonna settle my haggard look now!


The key is: TIME MANAGEMENT!




And, POSITIVE ATTITUDE!





OMG! I REALLY NEED TO SLEEP NOW! 12.28 AM! GOSH! *panicked*




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