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Name: Yuli
Gender: Female
Birthday: 13 July
Nationality: Indonesian
Race: Chinese
Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Not bad. Today, after visiting grandma at aunt's place, I managed to meet with the the GBBs poly friends for steamboat and sheesha (my 1st time).


I remember, one of them, I think it was Prem? Once told me that, I am very steady, always ready to hang out with them, the SCUMS, even I am the only girl. NO, REALLY, THEY ARE NOT! They are absolutely harmless and are a bunch of good young men.


Those guys, with advanced level sense of humour, always make me laugh very hard (everyone knows laughing out loud is very good for mental health right?). Whenever I have problems in life, I will open up to them. Okay, not all of them, but basically I am very comfortable getting along with them.



The GBBs people are the nice people that I met in poly life. Their brotherhood spirit is something to be learnt. They are straight forward, sincere, really fun to be with.



I hope I will have time to have gathering with friends like them. They really brighten up my days. I have been too depressed for the past few days 'cos of those nightmares. I hope everything's gonna be fine very soon.



CHEERS TO THE BROTHERS! :D

Friday, March 26, 2010
The Sixth Sense?

Well, the title sounds like a movie right? Watched it before?

My life is like a movie since the Thailand trip. My mood's been like a roller coaster since then. Excitement, sad, angry, happy, peaceful, climax, etc. It's unusual for me.

It's holiday. I wanna enjoy myself fully but I can't. I mean, I keep having bad feelings and at the end bad things happened.

I wonder when will all these stop. I'm very scared. It's kinda spooky!

I suspect I have it. I hope I don't have it 'cos I DON'T WANNA HAVE IT! It's not fun, really.





I have nightmare every night. My nightmare is scary, I feel depressed. )':





I want it to end soon. I wanna get back to my normal life. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME! )':

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

I choose not to know everything so that I won't care so much! It's a selfish thought, I know, but this is the only solution for me to keep things peaceful and not making them worse~