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Name: Yuli
Gender: Female
Birthday: 13 July
Nationality: Indonesian
Race: Chinese
Sunday, May 23, 2010

Hi Blog! Oh no! The last update was 1 month ago! I was thinking of updating more frequently but........ -_-"
Hmm well, at least I am writing it now.


I've officially graduated from Singapore Polytechnic! My parents, together with my little brother and sis attended the ceremony. My parents came specially for my graduation although I was just gonna take a diploma instead of a degree (as I decided to stop studying for the time being and they were not really happy with this idea but they respect my decision). I was really happy that they came although I am just an ordinary graduand who didn't manage to get any award or diploma in merit. Simply touched! :D


Prof came to the ceremony too, despite his busy schedule. He met my parents in the ceremony. He said my parents are really proud of me. Of course! I am such a good daughter! Hahaha!


My parents were very surprised that prof is such a young doctor (same age as my mum!). All these while they have been thinking the doctor I am working with is 'old, bald or full of gray hair'! I wonder how they came out with such idea -_-"


I didn't get to take a group photo as I left early with my family. I have my reason of doing this. I know a group photo with those precious people in campus life is essential but I have calculated that the amount of time I spend with friends is more than my family. As a result, I took my parents to the IR, had some great time together, which was a rare opportunity.


As for my friends, I will meet them as often as possible! :D


Work has been busy but enjoyable. The patients are nice (although not all). The Indonesian patients tend to be more friendly to me and talked comfortably with me. Today, a cute old lady patient took a picture with me as she is going back to Indonesia tomorrow. I hope her vision will stabilize soon after cataract surgery and she can see better like what she always says "seeing the world". :)


Getting along so well with colleagues. After work, Elinn, Senpai and I will sit down and chat, as if we have known one another for a long time and laugh out laugh together. Rochelle joined us for lunch after half day of work today. Senpai shared with us many things which are useful in life. I have very few senpai-kind-of friends in my social circle, so they are not very commonly heard. Life will be very different as we grow older. I just hope time will pass slower... and there is always no enough time ):


I like the working environment except the lunch time. I still can't eat fast :( I hope I can improve in many many areas soon! Especially my English!! It has become worse! T_T



I gotta learn as much as I can within this 1 year. Though I am still uncertain about how future life will be, but I won't live in the past.



GOOD LUCK TO ME! :D

Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Where?

Hey! Guess what? I am blogging at WORK! This is such a 1/10000 kinda chance. Erm, Well, I am not skiving, just taking a short break from writing so many letters. I am getting a little sleepy :/





Yeah. I am quite free for now because doctor is currently at Vienna and you know what? HE'S FREAKING STUCKED THERE! Because of the Icelandic eruption. Usually, I will be very busy.





Work's been great so far. Chee Wee is a very nice supervisor who teaches me, the slow, clumsy, blur, careless junior very patiently, Judith is also very helpful and fun to be with and Yu Min, my awesome junior, who has left though, but we had really great time together. I miss her! T_T





Proffessor is good too. I have many many things to learn from him. I am learning to be more discipline and efficient. I have to be more hardworking, fast, accurate and tasks oriented! I hope thoughout this year I will gain a lot of knowledge and be a better person. I need to be more INTELLIGENT!







Just phoned grandma. She is going back to Indonesia at noon. I am so gonna miss her! :'(

SHE ROCKS!









*Sigh* I am feeling so empty.








There is one word to describe me: W-E-A-K











Both physically, and mentally.









Where's Yuli?

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Not bad. Today, after visiting grandma at aunt's place, I managed to meet with the the GBBs poly friends for steamboat and sheesha (my 1st time).


I remember, one of them, I think it was Prem? Once told me that, I am very steady, always ready to hang out with them, the SCUMS, even I am the only girl. NO, REALLY, THEY ARE NOT! They are absolutely harmless and are a bunch of good young men.


Those guys, with advanced level sense of humour, always make me laugh very hard (everyone knows laughing out loud is very good for mental health right?). Whenever I have problems in life, I will open up to them. Okay, not all of them, but basically I am very comfortable getting along with them.



The GBBs people are the nice people that I met in poly life. Their brotherhood spirit is something to be learnt. They are straight forward, sincere, really fun to be with.



I hope I will have time to have gathering with friends like them. They really brighten up my days. I have been too depressed for the past few days 'cos of those nightmares. I hope everything's gonna be fine very soon.



CHEERS TO THE BROTHERS! :D

Friday, March 26, 2010
The Sixth Sense?

Well, the title sounds like a movie right? Watched it before?

My life is like a movie since the Thailand trip. My mood's been like a roller coaster since then. Excitement, sad, angry, happy, peaceful, climax, etc. It's unusual for me.

It's holiday. I wanna enjoy myself fully but I can't. I mean, I keep having bad feelings and at the end bad things happened.

I wonder when will all these stop. I'm very scared. It's kinda spooky!

I suspect I have it. I hope I don't have it 'cos I DON'T WANNA HAVE IT! It's not fun, really.





I have nightmare every night. My nightmare is scary, I feel depressed. )':





I want it to end soon. I wanna get back to my normal life. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME! )':

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

I choose not to know everything so that I won't care so much! It's a selfish thought, I know, but this is the only solution for me to keep things peaceful and not making them worse~

Wednesday, February 17, 2010
My 2010 CNY

Alright. I must say this year's so-so though I got to go back earlier instead of on the CNY's Eve and I did not have exam to worry about.

The major mistake I had made for this year CNY is I HAD MY HAIR REBONDED VERY LAST MINUTE SUCH THAT IT WAS SO FLAT THROUGHOUT THE CNY! As a result, I chose to stay at home most of the time. -_-"


While I was quite bored, I dug out some baby photos of mine. Then, I noticed my head has been very BIG since I was a baby! (like what John always says -_-")




I gave this 'stressful' pose picture to Eng Heng, as what he requested. There is a story behind this picture. LOL!


Hahahaha! This is so long ago! My family photo. Well, my head is still as BIG! About the same size as my dad's! -_-"


And of course, as usual we had our reunion dinner. This year, dad managed to get a lobster from his company. It was awesome! Very fresh! Basically the lobster was what I enjoyed the most. I could not really take pictures of the dinner as everyone did not really bother to take pictures and the weather was too WARM and my hair was really FLAT! RAHHH!

Well, actually there are a few pictures taken. Very few!

Only my little brother loves taking pictures! :)
Here comes my flat hair. Cannot really see right? Cos I tied it up.


On the very 1st day of CNY, there was a FIRE at my uncle's ship yard and ware house! About 5 AM in the morning. Everyone was very down. :(


However, this CNY still has to go on. So we visited our paternal and maternal grandmothers as usual.










LOL! Stupid face!


On the 2nd day, I did not gather with my old friends because of my flat hair. Anyway, I had a gathering with them during Christmas. So, I had picnic with family at the beach instead.







I bumped into my cousin, Ratna, and her boyfriend. Talked to her for a while, then, I saw my friend proposed to my neighbour. It was so crowded there. I guess next year I will see their wedding photos soon. So happy for them :)

I did nothing for the 3rd day but slacking at home. And at the 4th day I had to come back for FYP.


That's the end of my CNY in Indonesia. Very few pictures for this year and I will make sure more photos for next year! Hahaha!



GOOD LUCK TO ME! :D

Sunday, January 24, 2010
The Short Weekends

Woke up so late and felt really guilty, as if I have just wasted 1/4 of my day sleeping.


But I have fully recovered from the discomfort, H/A, sore throat after a long sleep.


I had such a short weekend this week. I had a mission on Friday, SHOPPING FOR CNY CLOTHINGS! With my sis.


Before meeting my sis, I went to Queensway with Bing Sheng and Kelvin to buy Yi Liang's present. I got cheated by a cashier! The pair of adidas shoes that Zi Wei, Janice and Pei Yu aimed at Suntec were actually for ladies but the cashier told me it's UNISEX! They didn't have UK size 10 so went to another shop to ask for bigger size and SO EMBARASSING cos I could sense that that kns guy (and I suspect his Oakley specs is FAKE 1) was laughing at me leh! -_-"



Alright. It's ok. He's a stranger anyway. After that headed to Orchard with Bing Sheng and met Dr Chua and Miss Sharon Chua in the train. THEY THOUGHT WE WERE DATING LO! -_-"

Then I told them, unless I have final stage of glaucoma, left with tunnel vision. HAHAHAH!

Dr Chua was laughing so hard. Hahaha! Ok ok.. I have to stop being so mean... Be a good girl ok?


I had a great 'harvest' on that day from Forever 21 at 313 and Far East.

And I had another haircut at Far East. The hairdresser said 'no cure' for my hair unless rebonding! T_T


I don't wanna rebond my hair anymore la! I dunno and I don't care! Live with it man! :(



Slept very late at Friday night and woke up very early for Saturday clinic at West Coast. SO TIRED LEH! And I only had 2 patients. While examining their eyes, I felt so cold cos I wasn't feeling well. :/

I have been sleeping 4 hours per day since last 2 weeks, that's why.


After the clinic went to church with Joseph, Kelvin and Jing Lan.

After that went to school to support Joseph and Janice's badminton competition.

After the competition went to Clementi celebrating Yi Liang's birthday.

Though really exausted, I felt really happy hanging out with my coursemates. 5 weeks to graduation. Time flies~


But now, I am really confused. I dunno whether I should go to uni or work for 1 year..



I have to answer Dr Au Eong by Wednesday I really can't decide~!


T_T