I read Kellyn's and Esther's blog. I found out actually it's good to express out our deep thoughts in the blog. All this while, I've been blogging about events, photos, jokes, anger and sorrow (when I couldn't take it and need to express out). I just discovered that, there are more meaningful stuff to blog about other than those.


Sometimes, I find it hard to express my feelings. I might appear to be jovial, a story teller who tells everyone every single detail of my life. But frankly speaking, those are just superficial. I find it difficult to express my deep feeling out.



I found out how my friends appreciate my presence and blog about it. I am so happy reading those deep thoughts from them. I was wondering why I am so embarrass of expressing them out.




I am brought up in a family that does not show a lot of emotions. My parents love me, but they never hug me, kiss me, never say they love me (I learnt that it is good to show them in a family). They don't show the love to us but instead they like to scold -_-" HAHAHA! But I can feel the love from them :)




May be this is one of the reasons I can hardly tell any of my friend that, 'Hey, I really appreciate you being such a good friend of mine' or telling my sis that 'Hey, thank you for being such a good sister of mine' or telling my mum that 'Mummy, I love you so much' or telling my dad that ' Papa, I'm so lucky to have a father like you'. Instead, I would try to hide such feeling from them. Siao right!? Haiyo...




Now, I am thinking that, isn't it great to receive such words from our loved ones?




Zi Wei told me about it before. But I did not really pay much attention to it.




I have just commented in Kellyn's entry, Esther, Kellyn and Me are combination of different temperaments that produce pleasant outcome. Isn't it amazing?





I appear to be older than the rest in school and initially, I find it difficult to be 'all out' to them 'cos I thought there will be gap between us due to AGE. I thought, "Sigh... I don't think I will get along so well with them. They are still so young. Their thinking sure different from mine". BUT I WAS SO WRONG! Although my friends are younger, but they are really nice friends.



Every morning, I wake up early and drag myself to school. At the moment I see my friends, I feel warmth and for no reason, I feel happy (provided I am not in bad mood la! HAHAHAH!)





But well, we don't show it face to face right?





So, I wanna tell my friends that, I really love them. My Absolute Girlfriends, my DOPT friends, my SPG friends. You people are important to me, my energy of life.





For those friends I hardly see (different schools, changed class, did not promote to year 3, and many many more causes!!), I really miss them. I can't possibly name them one by one. There are too many. Hahaha!






I wanna thank Eng Heng for seeing me as a special one and Kellyn ting ting ting ting's blog for enlightening me :D







Well, showing love really works well.






Like my younger brother, Yusdi. He has been fooling around since young. He thinks he is useless, so just let him be useless.




Now, he's different. My mum doesn't use 'scolding' anymore. We show concern to him. I talked to him, giving some advices and sharing my life experience with him.





I am surprised that he has changed. He is starting to plan about his future. He is gonna further study and go for his goal.





All we need to do now is: showing love to him :)







Just keep in mind that, this life is full of loves, despite all the difficulties and problems I am having~









CHEERS! <3

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